So....I'm back in Douglasville, Georgia. It's been pretty good, I guess. There are the good days, the bad days, the really awesome days, and the days where I wish I didn't even exist. Pretty much like everywhere else.

I get really lonely a lot here. Even though all my friends are here...it's just like..I dunno...most of them are coupled up and happy-go-lucky kissy kissy, cuddly cuddly, and I can't even cuddle at all. :/ It fails. x.x

I reallllyyyyy...I dunno...I had a photo shoot with Sami yesterday, and the photos came out really great. She's so preettttyyy. I'm jealous. x.x I get told I'm beautiful all the time. I never have ever felt like it though. Sami says I'm too hard on myself. She's probably right, but eh. It's how I am.

I was at Steven's birthday party the other day and managed to get in a fight with the pool wall underwater with my eyes closed. I lost haha. Then I managed to bust my lip moving a chair. I'm such a klutz. Ughh...It was still an awesome day though. I got to see Underworld 3. and that night The Unborn. So I'm happy.

I get to see so many of my friends. It's awesome! But. I miss my family. My mom and my sister live with my aunt Lynn...and anyone who is close to me...knows why I barely will even set foot in that place. Sometimes..I refuse to stay or even go at all. One day I hope my aunt sees what's right in front of her eyes....before it's too late...

Sami and I are trying really hard to find jobs. x.x So far, no luck. I just gotta wait for a little more and I can apply for Walmart, and maybe get a job back there. I hope so...Or maybe Pam will like help us get into Home Depot. I don't care. I just need a job. Sami and I are gonna help Jen and Gerard do Field processing and Field work for their company. We'll have extra cash and steady cash flow so we can maybe save up some more money and stuff. :3

Anywayssss yeahhhh... That's my little lifey update journal. Haz fun.